The phasing..
When I first started this blog it was to document how I started, inspired people and over the years I picked up on certain things. Even at my early transition I wanted to bring trans pride as it was a new thing to be. Trying to be in this unified thing and be another voice to show visibility and show positivity.
It wasn’t until post 2019 after my mothers passing is when I learned more how harmful being apart of this trans pride as a visibility thing, giving positive hope has its major downside.
As a saying goes an average person is smart, but people are just stupid, metaphorically speaking and not in a harmful way.
Take the term ‘woke’ that was being screamed during the lockdown for the black lives matter protest (Protest that started with the George Floyd issue).
Politically used as a simple word was weaponized, now if it doesn’t adhere to the Christianity’s moral code, it is considered woke. If a game is woke, it is to be cancelled in the new cancel culture created by the so-called fascist.
In later years, if you are transgender transitioning anytime post 2020 you are now taken over by the ‘woke mind virus’ thanks to the whole presidential shitshow of 2024.
Since 2025, this country is being run by these simple minded clowns, making an ass out of themselves, and everyone else around them.
Extremist Christians group that is exactly like the Taliban in extremist views. (Hate breeds hate as they became exactly the same people they hate)
What I didn’t see coming between 2020-2023 was how being trans is also being weaponized into today’s fight. Even I was a target when I didn’t want to be, sideswiped by this whole thing.
I’ve been disconnected from the whole trans pride as even the creators who push for it simply reject my existence because I didn’t adhere to their standardized on how to transition.
Today I just simply pass because I look just like my mom did, she wasn’t pretty either at this age of 46. Only difference between her and I is that I am more of a snu snu barbarian look and have been asked if I bulked up to be as big as I am a few times.
Being trans now and even having pride in it is nothing more than political fuel and game and I want no part of it. As they (community) never wanted any part of supporting me and my way of living.
The people in charge now are clowns who want to use everything including hate, hate drives fear and this political clown show is built on hate used hate and fear to get what they want. As they say stupid is, is stupid does.
Being trans on any social media these days has a trigger to become a lolcow or a victim of pure hate. So if you don’t want to be either a victim of hate or a lolcow as an example then just protect yourself and stop advertising.
So, my realization. I want no part in politics until I am called upon, politics is nothing more than a pure shit show at this moment.
I am trans, I have transitioned into a woman as I wanted. I didn’t transition to be a political figure, I didn’t transition just to get pushed around by laws or other peoples hate.
I am 46 now, I don’t give a shit what is going on, what bill is being pushed, if you don’t like it. Change it, if you don’t like the system then be a politician like Sarah McBride did. Be the system you want to change. I am done listening or reading sad shit all the time. There are no excuses, stop being a poser and be a positive change. That’s the real punk life.
Fighting fire with fire is what they want, rise above it, elect them out and be that positive change.
So as of now, I am sunsetting / phasing out this blog, as it’s done no inspiration for others, it was used against me and cost me a job I loved doing, a system I hand built and all I wanted was success in my job and be that change of success not just for me but for my team and other teams.
I drift, I hack, and I play video games.
The sub-genius
The Wondering Raven
Aka Kallador the Lone Warrior.