At one point, this blog was relevant to my transition, my hardships and creation of my podcast of hack the transition.
I am going to work on phasing this domain out to focus points with my main site
- WonderingRaven.net -> community network, gaming, other pc stuff
- VegasHackware -> My cyber security side hustle, my business.
- TougeSW -> my drifting blog
- My Defcon Groups 702 -> defcon.org stuff.
I recently learned in various ways and things that got twisted, anything I’ve ever stated on this blog was for my words alone and not to be used against me in any work relation. With that warning being said, it is to my knowledge my previous employer not only after I came out, I was doxxed by my co-workers who have stated and used this against me in grounds of terminating my employment. Problems I was facing while I was employed, isolation: since I came out I was isolated from my own team. I was lashed out upon and my own work was stolen from me. when management changed up some my own duties was shifted from me even in an event of shifting duties with one another when it came to that I had no duties, including a workflow discovered that I was missing from as if I wasn’t apart of the team. Even tho I really didn’t care but it is an issue when people even knowing of the new name they would purposly call me by my “dead” name.
From 2019 -> 2023 I’ve applied to over 50 different jobs and roles so I can break myself from this isolation in the team. From a team I’ve been apart of since the begining. Even though I built the system, I was being treated as if I didn’t know what I was doing when things broke, I fixed it and gave a solution and only to have the solution ripped from me and others take the glory for the win. Just became a really bad sour situation since 2020 I felt I wasn’t going to last long with the job like I was being pushed out. New director steps in and abuses his power with unknown policy changes, entrapments, and taking pieces of my job and twisting its words to not only can me from my role but almost ruined my life and almost killed my uncle in the process.
About a year later since the incident happened, I am still struggling financially but I do get paid more, I am a higher level than before, I lead a real team, I’ve rebuilt and secured a whole network and developing a huge project I am about to launch with automation and cloud with EntraID in which should put me on a whole new level when it is launched, since I don’t have people stealing my work anymore. I didn’t have to change, I have a team who communitcates and doesn’t fight all the time with everything and an actual manager who communicates and listens.
I know from the start I was setup, I seen it unfold before me and I tried and knowing defending myself isn’t going to work. Who actually lies to get someone to HR and flip the script when they are there.
Most other struggles found here is relation with various twitch.tv communities I was in, alot of them suckered me in and felt I was apart of the team only to be pushed back out because I am not successful and all they want is more money. So there was years of drama on that ground that I’ve finally seperated myself from.
And my mother who was also my best friend passed away in 2019.
I am writing another book, called Hack the Transition. So this will be revamped in due time to shape with that.